Looking for explanations
I was looking at a photo of him, wondering if there was anything about his appearance that was a give. If a machine could see what was happening to his brain. How did he feel as his brain was failing. I expect that I will meet a similar fate as others in my family have done. I was sitting with a friend on Sunday and he asked me where I was parked and I briefly panicked because I could not for the life of me remember where I had parked. Was it an early sign or just normal for my age and sedentary lifestyle? It's going to happen just like it happened to mom. But it won't. I won't allow myself to get as far as she did. I'd like to think I will have the courage to get some assistance with dying before I lose too much control. That's going to be the difficult part. Timing is everything.